For weeks now that quote has been playing around in my head. i keep doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. This is true of nearly every aspect of my life, and if I want something to change, I must change. This is not easy for me as I, like many, am a creature of habit. I also have this terrible desire to have things change for me instead of me doing it for myself. I do have a lazy side when it comes to things I don't want to do.
However, my life is in some what of a rut, and some that is on me. So, I need to do different things. I need to make a change. So, this is day one.
This is what I'm changing:
- Trust in the Lord. Real trust. I'm adopting the attitude that no matter what may be thrown at me God will work it out. I obviously can't do it and worrying about it hasn't helped, so He can take over now. He's in charge of moving me, inspiring me, and getting me where I need to be. I, in return, will be open to His calling and voice. My nails will be a visual reminder of that trust. Because when I'm nervous or worried I bite them.
- Working out. It is ridiculous that I don't do it. No, I probably won't get the results I want because of my hormone level, but I can at least be doing everything on my part to to be healthy. So, no more excuse. Crazy elliptical that makes me want to pass out at minute two here I come.
- Writing. I love writing and there is an article I want to write. I need to do that now. No excuse.
So much love to all of you. Oh and for confession's sake I did bite a nail today until I remembered I'm no longer doing that. Oops.
Okay, now much love,