For one thing I'm a worrier. Always have been. I'm quite good at it. Another thing is that I don't trust people as a general rule. I've been very hurt in the past and it makes it hard to open up and be vulnerable. And finally I don't want to be known as foolish, a fool. From the very core of my being it bothers me to think I was duped and that if I had just been smarter I could've prevented what happened.
So, when trusting God it requires me to go against all three of those instincts. I can't be a worrier because I have to trust God. I have to be vulnerable and open my heart to God and believe that He has my best interest at heart. Finally, if I believe God will answer something (at a specific time) and doesn't then I look foolish and quite frankly feel foolish for believing that He would, and I can't think that way if I truly trust God.
However, as I've been stating on here for over a year I not only need to trust God I HAVE to. I tried it a few weeks ago, but with schedule, sickness, and other issues blogging about it has been tough. So, I'm going to give it a re-start and do it again for this year.
To truly put myself out there I will tell you what it is I'm praying for, what I'm believing God for this week:
- That my financial situation will be answered this week and taken care. I don't care how God does it, I want to give Him the glory for it, so I have to trust that He will take care of me and what is going on.
- That this week will be a good week and that the goals we have set forth for the business will be done.